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Resisting Pessimism
When I’m my worst enemy,
and family doesn’t know,
when friends are all busy,
where can I go?
Music is a comfort,
chores are my distraction.
Life bruises my health while
schedules require action.
Onward I go,
like a wind-up toy,
saying and doing
what gives limited joy.
When my faith is spent, 
or I regret how I acted,
when my heart is aching, 
or I’ve over-reacted,
I must heed this advice:
“Cast your cares on the Lord.” ¹             
Leave them there and believe
my concerns are not ignored. ²     
Then, put on my smile.
Count my blessings and joys.
Don’t stop, ‘til I drown out
this annoying “head-noise.”
- 1 Peter 5:7 
- Matthew 10:29-31 
© 2023 gratefulsue
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When I originally wrote this poem a couple years ago, it was four verses of describing the problem and only one verse containing the solution. However, as I reread the poem recently, I felt it was not clear enough on the medicine needed to cure my negativity. So, I added the sixth verse. This was a direct result of things I learned while participating in a six-week class at church on the topic of gratitude.
I think of positivity as a three-step process. Step one is praying about my problems. Step two is doing whatever I can to improve each situation, or asking for help, if applicable. But, even that’s not enough sometimes.
Step three is actively changing my attitude, countenance and deportment. I must choose to dwell on my current blessings (such as a house, food, friends and family, a way to pay my bills, past answers to prayer, etc.). Then, I should smile and look toward the future with faith, not doubt and complaining. God is with me always, and is working behind the scenes on my behalf. Romans 8:28 says, “… we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love Him, who have been called according to His purpose.”
